Okay “least” is a lie, Five is a Lie too.As i wont put a number or a price on them!
This ones for you..you losers who stuck around till now. Yes now you can laugh it off, it’s okay
“The more distance it seemed, the closer.we got”.
—>A gem was to be kept forever, ya little did we know that.What a short time we spent but shared a ton of memories. You’re an awesome singer babe!! and a Beautiful being!! 😀 After all those break-times where i used to make you sing, especially that last day where you left!!! It was hard to let you go..but harder when i realized that you were that special friend i finally got!! When time flew there came a gap where we slipped away, kind of got caught up with life (okay, studies :-/) that’s when i had a beautiful dream where we both stood watching the sunset, that great feeling, with which i woke up next day, i rushed to write a letter soon, and after that we never got lost in life as there was no life without you.”You” defined what a true friend is, None could do that then.
The ice-creams, the food, the numerous amount of photos we clicked away trying to get that perfect one even though sometimes we were dead tired, Always wished if our homes were nearer, that’s why God didn’t do that as we might form the lazy pact and just laze around, not moving, poking each other to first get up (haha!!) Don’t worry nobody knows it’s “you”!! :D. 
Years passed, my hair grew longer, people got weirder and i ended up in a bunch of people who called themselves as my friends, they taught me well what it is to have Patience or should have long lost it and hit them all. Friends with no tags came and left, merely even for a season, maybe just was a reason i could hold onto. My height of positivism wasn’t there, I would brood and write poems,diary and letters.
I sat in a class full of haze, students of a race they seemed, all grazing happily in their own herd, that’s when i noticed a very happy face smiling back at me in return of my despairing glum gaze.There was something in that i could trust, i could see..that it was my intuition, it was an impulsive move , I just went ahead and talked and we have since been to this very second, proud to say that the greatest lunatic is one of my best friends (sorry dear but you are!!) We still are friends because you know my secrets, (wink wink!)
From there on we happened to be together for the rest of the college , now that was a great time! Never regretted anything at all, Laughed till we snorted off or peed a little 😀 . Talked till ..well there was no till..because every time we met we had so much to blabber, time was never enough.
It was through my best friend i met one of my other best friend, its strange as i had the least notion that would turn out to be so, but i still remember your eyes being lit up when i came up to you and said bye, you were like turning back i guess..See how lame you were..buha!! Sorry, got carried away. Well you had your own circle of friends then but our chitchats and weird jokes kind of stuck around and became a part of me, and your secrets safe with me!! ( evil smile) Dont worry we all know your secrets 😀 It now seems like a billion years ago but when i look back i see us all constantly being there for each other despite the amount of fights we had.. So proud of me…uh! “you” all.. :))
My Hostel was one hell of a ravishing world! It’s here where i found partners in crime, life changing moments, We grew, we sang horribly, danced like a nut, ate like no one’s watching, shared nights watching movies, talking about life and stuff..etc Miss you all dearly, without either one of you, it would have never been the same. :-* :-*
Then there came life reminding us..that its going to get quirky down its ups and turns, & we all came to this one Big Stop!! where we all turned our separate ways, but here we are, even if it’s rare birthday calls or lame talks, messages or once in a blue moon meet -ups, i still find the beautiful notion of us being together, as a family, even though miles apart… Like said ” your lucky if you have family as friends, and friends who are like family”- beautifully said!!
I’m here knowing these wonderful souls..”WE” were destined to meet, and just be that circle..one world, our Memories, which nobody else got.. now that’s special right..
“Puddles we walked, An ocean of Memories it seemed
the ‘Rains of hope’, whispered the trees
Spread the earthy mist
to the souls of life, the depth of joy
We found each other..lived the best of times”!! – Me!
With Lots of love,
The most Amazing Friend one can have! 😉
Mili
I used to read books back in school. Enjoyed each page as I lived them and turned that joy into writing poems or stories. I even got first prizes for story writing and versification. But now it’s like the books on the bookshelf are sacred as I haven’t touched them for months. My pens and journals are hiding away from me with shame. I miss painting so carelessly on the canvas. Now which seems like a dream floating above the clouds far away 😂 . Yes I can b poetic!!
So busy with my eighteen month old baby who refuses to have food even though she’s not eaten a morsel of food for hours and had been happily running around. She won’t let me do the dishes pulling down my pants. Once it came off I swear!! She keeps calling me “Immmmiiiiiiii ” until I frown at her and make a conversation then she will decide whether to cry next or scream some more. Some days are just ughh!!🙃 Nothing goes right but then you can go left and do the laundry atleast that would go right. Sorry for that lame joke..
So lately I have been trying to find some “me” time and here I am sitting and typing on my phone instead of sleeping off. But I want to write.. if not now then when. My me time is just having a cup of coffee peacefully or just scrolling through my phone without having to worry if she is going to jump off from the sofa or climb onto her rocking chair to fall down again. When she sleeps I sleep zzzzz😴😴 as I just get pooped out afternoon. It wasn’t easy making her sleep either. Sometimes she’s reluctant to sleep rather sit there with droopy eyes and act as if she’s playful and give me shmile 🙄😓 . A shleeepy shmile I mean 😴 . At the end of the day when she holds me with her tiny chubby hands and hugs me … that would just be enough as I see my whole world through her eyes now. Everything is just worth it and I thank God everyday
militheartist 
